Diary Room: Lady May Breaks Down

 Mon, 25 Jun 2012 

She shares her mind and talks of tolerance. She talks of the demanding pressure they were exposed to when they were working on a certain product and when its delivery came, the product wasn’t worthwhile.

When Biggie asked her what triggered the tolerance thought, she says that it comes back to being strong. She adds that its the reason she wants to sleep the whole day today.

When asked to describe her relationship with Barbz, she says that she’s cool as she squeezes tears out of her eyes.
She however reveals that she doesn’t wanna talk anymore and just wants to sleep.

She goes ahead and states that she told Barbz before she got evicted that she wanted to go back home as she gets even more teary.
Besides revealing that she doesn’t wanna talk now as she wants to sleep, she also wonders why she thinks so much of the outside world.
She adds that sometimes she’s scared to fail.

She reveals also that altho’ she feels safe in the house inspite of all the conflicts in here, she still has this craving for the outside world which kinda scares her.

She also talks of the fact that she fears to express her ideas because of the fear that pple could underestimate her ideas. She adds that she’s craving to work as soon as she gets outside of the Big Bro house but wants to work with professionals[video pple and producers]. She tired of working with unprofessional pple who after working with, don’t give standard products.
Before she exits the house, Biggie gives her a couple of encouraging words.